Its been awhile

I'm going to try and be a better blogger. I've been meaning to blog for days! I have so much to tell. Bare with me, this will be random. LOL I have to tell them as they come to me.

Bree woke up this morning by rolling off the bed. She jumped up, climbed back up and told me the cat pushed her off! LOL

Her bean plants are doing pretty good. I got some really cute pictures of her and the plant and my computer deleted them off my camera but didn't download them. I was so sad! It only downloaded 2...not very good ones. Im amazed at how quickly and easily that thing has grown. Its a very good plant for preschoolers! LOL She thought it was the coolest thing when it first started to sprout. I just love her!


Oh! I also have some belly pics to upload. I'm 26 weeks now. Starting to get big and uncomfortable. I keep trying to tell myself that gaining weight is good and its only temporary. But its hard to watch yourself get fat! LOL I guess I'm more vain than I would like to admit. :P oh well. What can you do?





I've also been having all these weird emotions and thoughts. Like, I love Bree so much and she is such a good girl. Do I really want another baby?(of course I do, but you know.) Will I be able to love him as much as I love her? I hope he has red hair! And like, I am doing so good with keeping the house clean and getting bree to bed at a decent hour..OK maybe only decent to me...before midnight. LOL But hey, Im happy with it. We are just doing so good and things are running so smoothly. We finally have some freedom of not having a baby. Bree is nursing less. Thats all going to go to shit with a new baby. (God thats sounds horrible!) I know we will find a new rhythm and it'll all work itself out. I'm just so nervous. Me and Steve really went through an adjustment period with Bree. I'm so scared of doing that again. And poor Bree, shes gonna have to share me. I'm am more scared of all this than I am of giving birth! Birth is easy. I can do that....but all this change....EEEKKKKK! Plus, the house isn't done...oy. I KNOW it'll all work itself out. I'm just scared to death of it. LOL

But on a lighter note, things really are running smoothly. Bree is depending on me less and Steve more. She can do things on her own. Its great!! Shes such a sweetie pie! I just love that lil girl!! :) I could go on and on about her! LOL

Check out what she did today. She did this all on her own..

Just like daddy..

She is so funny!

Here are the longies I am working on. They are done in "lobster" by Dashing Dachs.


Thats all for now. I'm sure there is more that I am forgetting but oh well. Ill blog it as it comes to me. LOL