Im pregnant!

OMG! Due Nov 25th. I woke up this morning and took a test. I looked at the test while i was brushing my teeth and saw a double line. I hadn't washed my face yet so I thought I was seeing things. I kept blinking thinking Do I really see that!? So by the time I washed my face and got my contacts in I was freaking out! Here is my first test


So I got dressed and went down to walgreen to get a digital test. (15 bucks!) Sure enough,


Im still shocked and surprised. When I called Steve and told him he was giggling. He said "I guess I need to finish the house then" um, yes!! Then when he got home he had the biggest smile. He is so cute. We are both afraid to get too excited. I wish I could have that naive innocence that people who've never miscarried have. Oh well. We are excited despite ourselves. LOL

I thought twice about blogging about this. Im not ready to tell the world. But I figure Im safe with my online friends. Im going to keep it a secret from people in real life until I know this baby is going to stick around. I know I probably wont lose the baby but having lost before...it makes me paranoid. I always burst into tears when people asked and it just sucked. People dont know what to say and end up saying mean hurtful things instead. So Im going to hold on telling the world. So if you know me IRL please keep my secret a secret OK? (Especially you, Chris and Ashley!) Thanks guys! :)

What have I got myself into!? LOL