New blogger

I am not liking the new blogger. Am I the only one? Maybe I just need to get used to it.

So half of my house is gone. LOL You should hear/feel my house shaking. I keep thinking a wall is going to come crashing down around me! ha! Here is the somewhat before picture and then the after...




So my brother in law and his wife had thier baby. I've only seen pictures but I got some pretty serious baby lust! He is too cute. And oh so little. It really made me think twice about my descion to wait until after the house is done. I mean, even if I was preggo now Bree would be almost 4 before the baby was here. Which Im not sure is a good thing or bad. But anyways, we decided to start trying for another. I figure it'll take a few months anyway. Which is good because I want my due date after Febuary. Silly, I know. But...shut up. Of course if it happends before that its fine too! haha. Im kinda nervous. I made steve promise that we'll get the spa done and the house done and if not we will get a rental. Thats my biggest fear. I mean having a newborn, and the whole adjustment to 2 kids will be rough. I dont want to have to worry about moving and paint fumes, nails and blah blah blah. In the long run, all this stuff I am worrying about will seem so small and stupid. So I am just trying to keep things in perspective. Just live and enjoy life and not worry about the "what if's" (Something I do entirely too much of.) But Im excited. And nervous. Maybe I should just get a kitten....LMAO Ugh! Shut up Katie!