Ramblings

So Im gonna be brief about the whole thing but my brother got arrested for armed robbery. He plead not guilty on all counts today. Of course. I know he deserves to be in jail but Im sad to see him go. Im sad he isn't going to see his baby grow up. When he gets out she wont even remember him. :( Why does he have to do stupid shit? When will he learn that his "homeboys" are his downfall? But at the same time I feel relieved. Because all we (my family) do is enable him. We all want to believe hes doing better even if he isn't so we never hold him accountable for his actions. So now someone else is...and we get to be the good guys. blah.