It's been awhile since I've written. I haven't really had much to say. I've been trying to unpack and catch up on laundry. (As if that is even possible!) Speaking of laundry, our stupid washer leaks and I keep dropping clean clothes in the puddles of water. And we have our washer out in the garage, where the dogs sleep so its all nasty and doggish out there so I'm constantly having to re wash cloths. Grrrrrr. I'm giving Steve until next week then I'm calling a plumber.

Bree is getting so big. I cant hold her on my shoulder and pat her back any more!! ((CRY)) Well, I can but she squirms and says "no mama!!" LOL Where did my lil baby girl go? She is so cute though. She copies me and wants to be a big girl. Its adorable. I just love her to pieces. Steve has been really buggin me to have another baby. I asked him what he wanted for our anniversary (coming up in April) and he said "a daughter" (he wants all girls) I admit, a little baby makes my heart swell but, can I handle another? I still want to lose a few pounds! If I get preggo I'll have to wait another year before I can even think about losing weight. Is that selfish? But Bree is at a good age where if we had another it wouldn't be so hard...I think. Plus, a little boy would be adorable!! But!! I'm scared I'll miscarry again. ((knocking on wood)) I know the chances are likely that I wont, but still...

So I'm kinda torn over the whole thing. I'm tempted to just let nature take its course but what if it happens on the first try! agh! LOL I'm full of "what ifs" And my BIL and his wife are trying and I really don't wanna get preggo before them. I know it would be so hard for them to see me preggo when they so badly want a baby. I remember all that "rawness" before Bree. It seemed like everyone was pregnant! Maybe I'm just thinking about it too much...

So everyone knows my dogs are terrors. Part of the problem is I don't work with them enough. I pretty much let them do their own thing, then yell at them. Poor babies. So I'm gonna try to start going on walks with them. One day Ill take Mattie, (the boxer) and Wyatt (the beagle) on the next. Ill stick Bree in the mei tai and hopefully it'll help them to burn off a little energy.

So I've been drinking tons of passion tea. OMG, I love the stuff! Its that tazo passion tea they sell at Sbux. I add a little apple juice and YUMMY!! I cant get enough of it! You should try it, you'll love it! :P